my man was in a funk tonight.
ever since we owned the revelation of creating our own business again,
we have coasted, together and separately,
on waves of optmisim, impatience, excitement, apathy... and so on.
tonight was frustration.
it's hard sometimes to find meaning in the everyday when your head has already moved on to tomorrow.
but isn't that what i have been trying to introduce into my life.
our life?
to find the beauty of living in the present.
without forsaking the dreams of tomorrow or the history of our past,
but not to miss out on today.
yet here we were again,
fantasising about the rosy future ahead,
to find growing resentment with where we are today.
inevitably you let this fester long enough,
it spills out,
often not where you want.
and so that's where we were tonight.
but these are growth moments.
where we have the opportunity to look at why we are feeling snappy,
to talk and communicate with each other,
and then what are we going to do about it.
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