{an uncertain start}

Sunday, February 14, 2010

* yesterdays gone

sorry i have been quiet... but the well has been dry...
empty even.

however i was looking forward to today.
a second chance at a new year: the chinese lunar new year;
but unfortunately i spent the majority of it in the A&E department.

my mother was admitted today for some form of undiagnosed confusion.
it could be another stroke, it could be a rapid onset of dementia.
we don't know yet ~
and so the new year starts with many unanswered questions, conflicting emotions, and uneasy uncertainty.

the year of the tiger was always going to be challenging,
i just wasn't expecting it to be quite so.

5 comments:

leonie.wise said...

Oh babe. That's really crap. So I guess something was up with her on Friday. Hope all is well. Thinking of you all xxx

Meri said...

Oh dear, you must be so frightened and anxious. Let's hope the reports are encouraging within a few more hours.

melissa said...

thinking of you...

sas said...

sending you love sweet lady.
and prayers.
xxx

Jo said...

Oh Pen...love, reiki and hugs coming your way for all of you. Keep is posted and you know where we are. xxx