Dogtales and Dreams

I have not been able to stop thinking about Dogtales and Dreams, but have been frustrated by the fact most things will have to wait until I learn and develop the skills that i will need. This is so difficult for me. I am a 'want-it-now' kind of person, but I guess this is all part of building *foundations*.

As a result however, I feel a little 'stuck' about what to write. I am fearful about writing too much about what I visualise for Dogtales and Dreams, as I am all too aware that occasionally people may happen upon this site and I am utterly terrified of what they might think. Of the idea... Of me. I guess, in keeping with my last blog, I am fearful of looking foolish.

But then this is what consumes me every day. Short of the love and affection I feel for my husband, there is nothing currently I feel this passionate about. The ideas, which are still forming, excite me like I've not felt in a long time, and I feel I have truly found something that resonates within me.

It's like the best friend you suddenly fall in love with. You can't believe that you never noticed them like that before. That is what it feels like to me. I have stumbled across something that has been a constant in my life, yet I never really gave it the attention it deserved. Like the best friend, it was what I always turned to, and it always made me feel good, yet I never considered it to be anymore than it was. It was a hobby.

Now we are embarking on a proper relationship together, I am equally fuelled by the irresistible combination of excitement and fear. I am going to take it slowly though, not rush into anything, and build proper *foundations*. I want this dream to grow on solid ground and, although it might take a little more time, in the end I know it will be worth it.